When your mind just doesn’t cooperate.
When your thoughts race desperately beyond your control.
When you feel your body is under attack but you know it’s your fucking brain acting out.
When you just feel like throwing up your own damn existence.
When you are so overwhelmed you can’t even react.
When you lose all sense of self over ridiculous insecurities.
When your focus is taken away.
When your senses become insensitive.
When hope seems like an impossible thing to grasp.
When pleasure is overthrown by pain.
When your eyes are blinded by dry tears.
When you feel you have nothing to hold on to.
When the anxiety smashes every particle of happiness you had been trying to save.
How the fuck would you feel? Fucking tell me!!! How…?