Love is a Losing Game

It hurt me more than I thought it would. I’m not as strong as I pretend to be.

I wish I could go back to the days where I knew nothing and everything was an amazing discovery. But I can’t.

I’m living a dream. And that’s the truth.

I can’t avoid the pain that sets in my body. I’m numb but not to the core.

The fire that burnt inside is scorching. And now, it eats away at me. I knew I had this moment coming. And it just dawned on me. 

I’m living a fucking dream.

But it will come back from the dark. 

Meanwhile I dream. 

And I go back to black.